Saturday Morn’ and it’s officially 35 days till i travel around the globe with some loons (i joke?). I woke up and immediately thought of Fiji. 

Insert picture here.

I also imagined it as above, at night and that figure in the water would be Hannah or someone and i was laying in a hammock with Bjork playing on my little battery run speakers, my guitar balancing on the side of our Bure and Ben and Alex trying to create a manly game of some sort with sticks.

I’m looking forward to the relaxing parts of this trip, just because i feel my life’s been a bit hectic? It’s like when you have a really productive day but every day, except something like that has happened once a week for the past ten years for i. So i want to laze a bit. 

I hope that when i return i feel i’ve done something productive, so that’s a bit ironic but i also want to feel like i want to come back and enjoy my life-but somewhere else because I’m fed up with my neighbourhood. I want to also stop trying to avoid places where my ex might be, and to not be in hope that he ever returns to me again. So moving is a good thing now.

Especially when it’s most probably going to be in a 1.1 million house.

I’ve really gotten into the whole house buying stuff, infact it’s one of the things i’ll probably focus on when i go on ze trip. A million doesn’t really get you much in the U.K really. At most you’ll get a lot of land. 

Genius to fall asleep to your tape last night.

Sounds go through muscles,

these abstract wordless movements,

they start off cells that haven’t been touched before. 

These cells are virgins.

My Headphones,

they saved my life.

Your tape,

It lulled me to sleep, to sleep.

Nothing will be the same,

I’m fast asleep. 

I like this resonance,

it elevates me.

I don’t recognise myself, 

this is very interesting.

My Headphones ,

they saved my life.

Your tape,

It lulled me to sleep, to sleep

I’m fast asleep now.